Oh, how I knew this would be the one that was brought up!
Dear Alyson (best friend), I fucking miss you. I figured I’d start off with the most obvious of points to be made.
Thank you. Thank you for changing my life. A lot of people in this world don’t have someone like you in their lives. I can’t imagine going through it without you. Thank you for saving mine.
I never had much of a family. Do I call what I have a “family”? The answer is NO. You showed me what a family is like. Full of love and acceptance. Your home and family have always been a safe haven for me. Thank you.
I hate that we are so far from each other. I tend to fall through so many plans and I’m sorry for that. I’m working hard to come back. I’ll need a new “Georgia” envelope soon.
I fear that I continue to disappoint you. From the failed plans to not talking as much as I should. In a place like this it’s hard to remember you have someone on your side. 100% on your side. I need a good smack upside the head sometimes. Thank you for the continual head smacking.
I know circumstances have changed, but I’m there with you. You’re my person. You’re my family. You’re my soul mate. Don’t forget it.
I love you, man.
Merisha William Douglas Williams